You know what, you hurted me so much that I feel like I will never be in love again. I knew there was a time you wanted to see my face after we lived apart from each others, so you drove around my place then doing things so ridiculous just to take my attention. But that time I was already forgetting about you, therefore I all ignored you. However what happend those nights still haunting me untill now. I understand you hardly gave up on me. Remembering abt your face, your voice and the way your eyes shine so brightly while you looking at me, notably abt how you made me felt so much flutter in my stomach and even just a little detail of your words , then finally baby, I must confess that I’m not able to get over you. I still stucking in the moments we had together. Even the pain I had is much more than our happiness ,even everytime think about you my heart is like broken into pieces , I know I can never forget about you.
Sometimes I find myseft so hard to be in a brand new soul or preparing to fall in love with the other boy who perfectly deserves me because I hate the truth that you chose that bitchy girl just to satisfy your lust . But even being right by her side, you still looked bewildered when you suddenly saw me around. That is just what I hate about you, why couldn’t you just brush me off and didn’t ever think abt finding the chance to meet me again? And boy, you’re so good giving the feelings that runs so deep in my heart. But I have to end up that all. Cause I know we will never find a way to be in each other’s life anymore.
There’s just a last thing I want you to know. These days I’ve wondered that you still love me or not,since I’m so confident that I’m not the type of girls guys can easily forget. And even when we are still stuck on this love just so much that we can’t live a day without thinking about each other, even when you and me are both missing our days we had spent and the final thing is I still love you while your love to me is just so pure like it was; you will never ever can take me back again . We are better moving on. No regret and no painful things can’t ruin our lifes anymore. That’s what we should try now.
there’s something I want to say to you