Secret fascination.

"I’m so lonely, God."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 4

"You make me think I have all the reasons to be happy. Just only in your kind love, I can feel I’m the luckiest one, Father. But these days, my heart is empty completely. It opens all the time, so why wouldn’t anyone come?"

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 6

"I love you, just so much ,my dear Father. Lord Jehovah is now the best word I’ve ever said."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 7

"Today I smiled a lot, like all the time. But really didn’t know what I was smiling for. Stupid. really meaningless. Every smile that I showed, would be so meaningless if it didn’t come from my Father. I want to smile, when knowing that you are smiling with me too."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 8

"Today I read from Hebrews :13:5 : “For he has said:” I will by no means leave you nor by any means forsake you.” Father, I thank you for reminding me this line. It helped me so much today."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 10

"Don’t get me out of your way in your incoming better plan. I’m yearning to be a part of it. And I dearly thank you for all of the graciousness You’ve given for me. I was a sermonizer in the most important preach all over the world which makes me want to say out loud that it was my best time forever ever. With all my grateful heart, please let me keep on having a place in the preach. Father, you will feel pleased. I promise."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 11

"Psalms 25:17 “Distresses of my heart have multiplied; From the stresses upon me O bring me out.” Here God directing me to Psalms 3:5 "As for me, I will lie down that I may sleep; I shall certainly awake, for Jehovah himself keeps supporting me.”"

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 12

"Thanks God I’m alive. (i was nearly dead)"

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 13

"Forgive my sins, God."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 20

"YOU’RE MY GREATLY AWESOME FATHER. You gave me more than what I deserve.It’s countless You, Lord Jehovah - The best word I’ve ever spoken."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 25

"If there’s a certain time Yon don’t want to take me as your daughter - it’s true that I don’t deserve Your Love, but since I love you, I will forever be hanging on to you. Forever and always."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Sep 30

"I heard a song. Maybe I’m supposed to “wait and see.” “You’re not finished with me yet”. God, please answer me, is it true?"

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Oct 2

"For the very 1st time of my life, I believe Love has miracle. Just see the way how my love for him burning in my heart, then it shows on the outside that makes me look so much brighter, happier and hopeful. Even his name is what “blank” to me, I still love and looking forward to him. I want my Father accept my love, to support me and raise me because of the love with him. Deep inside, I said he is now a half of me. Even this moment that half isn’t there, I still feel love shines whenever time is. So please, teach me what to do, give me more Clue and Note of him. Please don’t ever get my hope down…………Father, I pray for it."

- The Prayer to Jehovah.

Oct 5

"There is a famous quote in Titanic. Now I’m strongly sympathetic, related to it. God, he saved me in every way a person can be saved. No one else."

- The Prayer to Jehovah today.

Oct 6